Omgosh. I cant believe tht one year had gone rapidly. Lemme just summarise what'd happend to my life on that one year .
Well yea time flies literally. I had tangled myself into a lot of problems during that time, I could say that it was tough. It didnt ran evenly. Ive experienced and done loads of shit from my friends and specially from my family. I shoulnt elaborate to you about the shits ive done. Mistakes were done and lessons learnt(not really learnt but im trying to change myself into a better one). I have broken up with a guy which was my bf for 2 years and a month, well yea i guess he was the main reason why i made these chaos with my parents. I had revolted a lot of times with them. I made my mom cried hundreds of time:(( bcos of my unshakable rebellion. My dad had kicked me out of the house for 2 times. And both of them had lost trust in me. I have wasted a lot of my precious time doing foolishness around, I know. Yea WHAT DONE IS DONE and PAST IS PAST. Ive taken a lot of things for granted specially school, i ddnt pay much attention on studying and now school is about to end. How sad is that. N level is coming :(( . Time is leaking and its not enough to cram all the topics from each subject inside me brain. Omgod.
Pls give mercy on me.
Current:
Well yea fortunately life is brighter now. My heart is certainly feeling lighter ryt now. I can breath easily. haha. Inhaaaale and Exhaaaale. Though the possibility of failing my N level is high and chance of continuing to sec 5 is low, i will not give up. Im sure there's a lot of opportunities waiting for me somewhere. Positive thinking hor :)) be optimistic.
mae
